On this trek into the wilderness, the Lord has opened up so much more in my heart.  As I came into this new place, I truly had no idea what to expect.  I came out here asking the Lord to free me from a lot of my troubles and to help lead me on this new path I need to take with my life.

I knew it wouldn't be easy, but I never thought He'd challenge me like He has.  Whether it's forgiving myself for my past, or opening doors for my future, it's definitely been tough.

I've learned that sometimes the hardest things and decisions in life are the most eye-opening.  God has laid so much on my heart in this time.  He has taught me that fellowship with Godly men is so important.  Without the true body of Christ around you, it's so hard to succeed.

The Lord has also shown me that I need to become a man after Him.  I have already learned so much on this journey, and I can't wait to become the man of God He's intended me to be.