We have been at a lake near Zion the past couple of days.  It has been raining like crazy, but it has been so much fun spending these last few days with my new found family.  I am blessed to share this part of my journey with such amazing people.  I could not have done any of this without them.

God has shown me how much He loves me this past month and I will have you know it is some ridiculous immeasurable amount.  He loves me so much that He has released me from accusation.  I am finally grasping that nothing I can or have done will screw up God’s grace for me.  He sees me as holy and worthy.

My Father has healed me and rid me of all fear.  He has brought up things in my life that I need to give Him.  All God wants is every part of me – and I’m in the process of letting Him have it.

God has also healed me physically here.  One day a week or so ago, we were walking up a river in Escalante.  I slipped and fell and my hand got stuck between some rocks.  I couldn’t move it and I was in so much pain. My family started praying over me and during their prayers, I slowly started moving my hand.  By the end, it felt like nothing ever happened.  I was in shock.  Not five minutes earlier, I was certain my hand was broken.  God healed me!

This happened the same day He healed me of my fear and insecurities mentioned earlier.  I’m not sure, but I think he was trying to show me that He is the great Physician and does not like seeing me in pain.  Being away from the distractions of my normal routine has helped me see my Creator on a more intimate level.  I have grown worlds closer to God and have experienced His love in the most intimate of ways.  He has been longing for my attention for a while now and I am so glad I have finally given it to Him fully.

Hey Mom and Dad!  Love ya’ll and see you soon!